Read: 1 Timothy 1:12–14  I thank Christ Jesus our Lord, who has given me strength, that he considered me trustworthy, appointing me to his service. Even though I was once a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man, I was shown mercy because I acted in ignorance and unbelief. The grace of our Lord was poured out on me abundantly, along with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus.

The sound doctrine of the gospel of Christ produces wonderfully transformed lives. Paul himself was a marvellous example.

…the gospel of Christ produces wonderfully transformed lives.

He confesses that at one time, before he knew Jesus, he was “a blasphemer and a persecutor and a violent man” (1 Timothy 1:13). As a self-righteous Pharisee (Philippians 3:5) proud of his religious credentials and zeal, he thought he was serving God. But he suffered from the twin conditions of ignorance (he did not recognise Jesus for who He is) and unbelief (he did not take seriously whatever little information he had about Jesus). As a result, he became a violent persecutor of Christians.

But God showered His grace and mercy on Paul (1 Timothy 1:13, 14, 16), converted him and, remarkably, made him into a key apostle. God’s gracious choices are full of mystery because they often involve the most unlikely of people. Why did God choose you and me to be His children?

Why did God choose you and me to be His children?

It is possible that as we progress in our Christian lives, we may forget how merciful God has been to us. We may begin believing that God is fortunate to have us in His kingdom! In Paul’s case, the older he grew, the more he realised his sinful condition and his dire need for God’s forgiveness and mercy. Therefore, although he had argued in one of his earliest epistles (written in AD 49) that he was as good an apostle as any other (Galatians 1:1; 2:11), 6 years later he described himself as “the least of the apostles” who did “not even deserve to be called an apostle” (1 Corinthians 15:9).

After another 5 years had passed, he considered himself “less than the least of all the Lord’s people” (Ephesians 3:8). Finally, in 1 Timothy (4 years later), Paul referred to himself as “the worst of sinners”—not once but twice (1:15–16).

Paul became increasingly humble as his knowledge of God grew—a sure sign that he was drawing closer to God. Notice Paul’s description of the majesty and glory of God (v. 17) and the “immense patience” of Christ (v. 16). As a recipient of God’s transforming grace and mercy, Paul is convinced that Jesus is the Saviour of sinners (v. 15). Hence he was totally committed to preaching the gospel (v. 12).

Consider this:

Why do you think Paul considered himself to be the worst of sinners? Do you feel the same? Is it true that the worst sinners appreciate God’s mercy the most (Luke 7:47)?

Excerpted and adapted from Journey Through 1 & 2 Timothy by Robert M. Solomon. ©2015 by Robert M. Solomon. Used by permission of Discovery House Publishers. All rights reserved.

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The Strength of Weakness: God’s Power Where We Least Expect It. So often we spend time trying to either overcome or hide our weaknesses. But what if our weaknesses are the very places God wants to display His power in our lives? Learn to embrace your weaknesses with contentment and trust God’s power and strength to truly transform you into the image of Christ. Find out more here.

 

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